v u l v a l i c i o u s
i'm not sleeping and i keep crying over the most useless things. it's nearly 3am and i know i should go to bed, but i don't want to. or i can't. something.
it feels a little like there are these invisible rubber bands around me, and they've got me snapped up tight. and if i just pulled a little maybe i could break it. sleep? i could sleep.
i know i should.
i'm so tired.