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2023-04-03 - long term flirtationship
2022-05-22 - on hold
2020-10-15 - trust
2020-04-10 - -
2020-03-02 - the tree and the branch
2020-01-02 - low resolution
2019-11-26 - i just read my previous entries...
2019-11-26 - to keep
2019-09-28 - the worst kind of text dump
2019-08-17 - bed prison
2019-05-26 - you're begging please
2019-05-05 - the ocean is my girlfriend
2018-12-23 - Logs on the fire fill me with desire
2018-10-19 - snowball effect
2018-09-29 - lesbian erotica 102
2018-07-30 - possible futures and the unregretable past
2018-04-12 - death season
2018-02-02 - Diagnosis Inconclusive
2017-06-05 - turning into my mother
2017-04-15 - country as fuck
2017-04-05 - if you like me
2017-03-04 - leave a message
2017-02-27 - and hold my hand
2017-02-21 - is it because i lied when i was 17?
2017-02-20 - theories of matter
2016-12-25 - i gave you my heart
2016-11-15 - a love poem
2016-10-23 - shots fired
2016-10-15 - insomniac anxieties and the luck of the draw
2016-08-27 - three years later
2016-07-28 - exhaust
2016-07-04 - pop pop pow
2016-05-27 - wins/losses
2016-04-18 - muscle memory
2016-03-20 - baby sister
2016-03-07 - because reasons
2016-02-22 - not even worth reading
2016-02-02 - neon signs
2016-01-24 - dance cards and walks on the beach
2016-01-11 - the fool
2016-01-08 - i'm a storyteller, i know when i'm in one
2015-11-29 - the fix
2015-11-24 - anxiety dreams
2015-09-08 - i'm a witch
2015-09-02 - On the 2 year Anniversary of Our Breakup Announcement
2015-08-24 - selfie:
2015-07-06 - tarot
2015-06-27 - we only regret what we didn't do
2015-05-19 - at the edges
2015-05-11 - grey grey grey
2015-03-17 - married.
2015-02-05 - weddings
2015-01-09 - oh fresh hell
2015-01-01 - illusory femmecock
2014-12-19 - one sided conversations
2014-12-11 - the taste of wanting
2014-11-30 - hard femme flagging
2014-10-06 - unsent letter 10.6.14
2014-08-30 - hard love and throat closes
2014-05-14 - first fruits
2014-02-26 - and it hurts
2014-02-07 - in love with artists
2013-10-16 - i don't believe you
2013-10-01 - fault lines
2013-08-30 - bff
2013-08-28 - water dreams
2013-08-24 - are you in or out
2013-08-02 - it comes in waves
2013-07-22 - i love you so clearly
2013-07-19 - your mixtape's a masterpiece
2013-07-02 - adorable
2013-07-02 - adorable
2013-05-28 - i ain't missing you at all
2013-05-13 - cardinal
2013-05-03 - mark it down
2013-04-22 - deleted
2013-04-22 - crushed
2013-04-19 - i was fine until i wasn't
2013-04-18 - touch
2013-04-15 - those three days
2013-03-03 - daydream
2013-02-19 - black lines white page
2013-01-14 - empty spaces
2012-10-03 - so much to say
2012-10-03 - i don't ask
2012-10-03 - dropped into your mouth
2012-10-03 - yes danger yes
2012-10-03 - i laughed
2012-09-19 - sew me up
2012-08-20 - tender hearts club
2012-08-20 - animal (desire)
2012-08-17 - land dyke
2012-08-02 - shared
2012-07-27 - sometimes a cherry is just a cherry
2012-07-13 - summer fruits
2012-07-09 - starvation economies
2012-07-05 - femme appreciation day
2012-07-04 - dream worlds in sand
2012-06-25 - the critic
2012-06-24 - go to sleep
2012-06-23 - secret sharing
2012-06-18 - telling my mother's stories
2012-06-14 - power
2012-06-11 - amicable
2012-06-03 - secret place
2012-06-01 - Biding Time
2012-05-28 - a way with words
2012-04-22 - reunited
2012-02-29 - work appropriate
2012-02-22 - i need you, i miss you
2011-11-16 - yes. and.
2010-04-04 - the quiet
2009-10-05 - Flagging Femme
2009-02-18 - taking care of business
2009-02-03 - getting what you want
2008-06-26 - of salt pillars and oak trees
2008-03-21 - A List of Worries, for my mother
2008-03-12 - excised
2008-02-28 - you can't (help) but smile
2008-02-26 - You (fantasy 1)
2008-02-21 - Admissions. Confessional.
2008-02-12 - secrets
2008-02-04 - (city)scape (e)scape
2007-12-07 - bone of my bone and flesh of my flesh
2007-06-14 - honestly?
2007-06-11 - i am around love with you
2007-04-16 - hollow cities and artificial light
2007-03-14 - though nothing can bring back the hour of splendor in the grass, of glory in the flower
2007-03-07 - possibly possible unless it's impossable
2007-02-05 - theories of abundance
2007-01-09 - Teeth marks on a pale white neck
2006-11-21 - i travel backwards in time, but dream of going forward
2006-04-02 - The Gentrification of a Perfectly Good Cunt
2006-03-06 - apologia, not apology
2005-12-19 - karen carpeter loops and the space time continuum
2005-04-16 - kissing like you mean it, even when you don't necessarily know what "it" is
2005-04-14 - neckface
2004-11-19 - erase
2004-11-10 - not one more night
2004-11-08 - You Left Out
2004-10-29 - she/I/we say
2004-10-23 - when there's nothing to say that isn't trite
2004-09-11 - Out Out Out
2004-08-27 - Don't care how, I want it now.
2004-07-16 - A giggling boy love affair from very, very far away
2004-05-04 - Ridiculous, but beautiful
2004-02-21 - There is always my cunt, no matter what else there is or isn't
2003-11-15 - From the outside, in; falling or being pushed
2003-10-01 - Celibacy?
2003-09-13 - When all you want to do is fuck her, and she won't let you
2003-09-09 - New
2003-08-02 - Dark places
2003-07-26 - bloody cuntpower
2003-07-18 - Where we stand, the ill feelings of ambiguity
2003-07-13 - Unsure, dark groping, a lack of sleep, and 13
2003-07-09 - Mi Familia
2003-07-03 - Machinations of the sexual body. Deviant comes to mind, but for no particular reason.
2003-06-26 - The phone conversation
2003-06-09 - dreams, breasts, and birthdays
2003-06-06 - I was going to write erotica, but it became irrelevant
2003-05-30 - Waiting, thinking, wanting--this is what I'm doing
2003-05-17 - Trivial Pursuit, music, and the definition of irony
2003-05-07 - someone else's dream, all the things I want, and many I do not
2003-05-03 - what is fate, then?
2003-04-21 - Flower Petal Tornadoes, and the ability to control the tides of emotion. Maybe.
2003-04-16 - In the dark with your eyes closed, you can't really tell
2003-04-05 - It would be simple, if it weren't so complex
2003-03-28 - Laughter. Ridiculous. I am not in love.
2003-03-02 - Punches in my gut, oh look I'm bleeding--not for you, for me this time
2003-02-27 - Intuition fails, faded colors, and the feeling of February
2003-02-25 - If we sleep together, will you be my friend forever?
2003-02-23 - The smell of her shirt and the taste of moments that do not happen
2003-02-19 - Imperfect orange skies that don't exist beyond imagination
2003-02-09 - Two dreams
2003-02-03 - Fictive identity
2003-02-01 - The monument that you deserve
2003-01-28 - Things you understand after talking and listening, and more that you simply do not
2003-01-28 - Siren
2003-01-25 - She smiles, the small smile, that little laugh-giggle, rough; I want to tell her more
2003-01-20 - Sin, with appreciation to oneword for such delightful words of the day
2003-01-11 - There are times that I feel so lonely; times that something opens up and spills out
2003-01-09 - Questioning her, wondering where I am going, what promises I've yet to break to myself
2003-01-07 - Zipper teeth bite open mouth nibble ear grr
2003-01-04 - Lines between fantasy and reality become more blurred, but I remind myself all is never lost
2002-12-23 - If I wrote her, or wrote about her, how quickly would she know? Or would she?
2002-12-19 - I wonder if I could be that strange girl, the one you recognize vaguely and want for your own
2002-12-17 - She switches on and off, back and forth; she is adept at this kind of thing
2002-12-14 - Something about how she moves doesn't carry, and I think as I watch her that this is not right
2002-12-10 - Eyes Closed
2002-12-08 - I won't forget when Peter Pan came to my house, took my hand...
2002-12-07 - Still, not to be repetative, but still still still, things only pretend to change
2002-12-05 - I can still see her standing in that white shirt, looking just like the boys from my grade school
2002-12-04 - The things that we want, but cannot have, or cannot want but have in abundance
2002-12-03 - Coming together, and apart at the seams
2002-12-01 - Wherever I go, there she is
2002-11-30 - I saw the beginnings of sunrise and even that was not enough
2002-11-24 - I am imagining someone again, and I'd like to know what she tastes like--sweet? Sour? Salty?
2002-11-21 - How she would taste if I could kiss her, though I know I cannot or will not
2002-11-16 - I have brains
2002-11-15 - XXXXXXXXXXXXXX (eks) XXXXXXXXXXXXXX
2002-11-14 - All Out to Get You
2002-11-12 - I think it was that she wore a fedora, just that once--that is why she will never leave my mind
2002-11-11 - Oh, I really wanted that thing. I just want to sing I love you baby.
2002-11-09 - In the wide wide open, wide wide open...and she said "She never misses a note"
2002-11-08 - My brain is bruised and my feet are heavy, but my heart says boom boom boom
2002-11-07 - In a sea of maybes, this may be
2002-11-04 - Mixing grrls together, in a swirl of eyes and hearts and memories
2002-11-03 - Though life is sometimes a pit, it is sometimes beautiful as well
2002-10-30 - One Two Three Connections
2002-10-29 - Valves
2002-10-25 - When I sit in libraries, I become incredibly sexually aware: Switch flipped On
2002-10-24 - Language and knowledge, at odds or not
2002-10-23 - Cold
2002-10-20 - The Switch has been Flipped, and my Cunt is turned off
2002-10-18 - I am not responsible for my actions, but I fear that I will be soon enough
2002-10-17 - And what, exactly, does it mean to wear pink?
2002-10-16 - But what do we do when she refuses to come in?
2002-10-15 - There are days when I am in Need, and this is one of them
2002-10-13 - Sometimes (Lester Piggot)
2002-10-11 - Voices in Peaces
2002-10-09 - Music: Cunt Music
2002-10-08 - Table Talk
2002-10-06 - And the memory of her sigh, saying "it's over"
2002-10-03 - Vibratory Goodness
2002-10-02 - Letters to My Self
2002-10-01 - Imagine Building a Love
2002-09-24 - Swallowed/Whole
2002-09-20 - Open: Cunt: Open
2002-09-17 - To Be Fucked
2002-09-13 - Discovery
2002-09-11 - Clouds and Thoughts and Struggle in General
2002-09-10 - Will You Miss Me, My Dear? And My Wild, Wild Hair?
2002-09-08 - Something Not So Foreign
2002-09-04 - Welcome Me
2002-08-30 - Inner fire, burning
2002-08-19 - Cunts From Herstory
2002-08-26 - Michigan Cuntlove
2002-08-07 - Stillness
2002-07-31 - Almost Over
2002-07-27 - I Can't Stop Thinking About It
2002-07-26 - Living Cunt; Blood
2002-07-25 - Spiced Pears, Maybe
2002-07-24 - Orgy, Shmorgy
2002-07-22 - Alone, Not Lonely
2002-07-16 - My Cunt Will Not Bleed
2002-07-16 - A Tattooed Cunt
2002-07-13 - I'll Miss her Cunt
2002-07-11 - Breasties
2002-07-09 - Los Floating Cunts
2002-07-07 - Dancing with Delicious
2002-07-07 - Rings
2002-07-05 - Why I'm Here